Home- Is this where we find peace?
Home.
That's a place where we often tend to find comfort in. You get homesick when you're not close to the place where you spend almost all your time. You find your beautiful bed and tv and food and a place to just curl up and warm up to. You do whatever you want at a place called home.
To me, home isn't where I'd say i find comfort in. Home is a place where my trauma lies. Home is where all my pain is stuffed and put. Home is where i feel uncomfortable the most.
I'd be excited to reach home but when i do, i just cannot get rid of the fact that this is where i suffered the most. This place is where i lost my sanity, my life, my everything.
I feel this different kind of sadness when i reach home. A feeling i cannot shake off. I just wish i find another place to call home. A place which isn't traumatic. A place which isn't sad. A place where my heart is.
@loyalBlueberry7653
our experiences may be different but i could relate so much with what you said and can feel your painful longing of having an actual home and not just a house to live in 😖
you deserve it also and i hope you can create your safe home where you are accepted and loved as you are and can feel at peace too. 💕
hugs if ok 💕
I feel the same. I can relate with you. I’m happy when I’m leaving and sad when I’m coming back. I make execuses for not coming back.Asking people to hang out.
@loyalBlueberry7653
Home is what you want it to be, it can be anything or anywhere where you feel safe and wanted and all those fuzzy adjectives which i cannot think right off the bat lol.
That's why we believed when a certain someone said "Hogwarts will always be there to welcome you home.”