I don't care about school anymore.

It's difficult for me to be motivated in my academics. I'm not motivated at all. I don't care about my classes, about my grades, or getting into a good college. It all feels completely useless to me. The thing is, I also have an extreme fear of failure. But at this point, I don't really care. I used to be obsessed with getting perfect grades and being accepted into a prestigious college. Now, I don't study, my college apps are due soon but I'm not working on them, haven't been studying for standardized tests. I couldn't care less about graduating high school or getting into college. I have no motivation to even go to college anymore. I hardly care about anything at this point, let alone school.