I completely understand how stressful that is 
How have you been coping?
I feel you. :(
Thank you guys this means a lot
this 7 cups thing is as powerful as shit gets
i feel guilty for eating
a chapter must be closed
@imaginativePenny8017
Maybe one at time. if you can share. At least you will get different way to.look at problem. Might help you.
@Maturefriends
i feel guilty for living
@imaginativePenny8017 i will come back to this a bit later
when im around my mother i feel really exposed / an obligared everytime to bring up years of past which was behind
@imaginativePenny8017 trying to understand the way my mother thinks made me be involved in really goofy shit
This chapter just must be closed. i must simplify the complexity.
i shouldnt have been probably posting in this thread cus im a different person than who i was when i made the thread. holding myself against the stanadsatrts of people who i was the one having empathy for
I am dealing with this now and it is very stressful