also this apartment was just obviously to small to have a dog in it. (Accomplished.!) this dog didnt deserve this. he needed to , having known something but then treading the same waters over and over again. unable to wakeup with a joined sort of purpose . there is disorder, in this apartment. no clear segments. its hard to not look back when im here
whatever my mo says to me if they were actual words i wouldve felt something
this apartment was never big enough to have a conversation in it, yet we spent a retarded amount of years in it.
@imaginativePenny8017
Hmm how much I got from ur messages I feel. There is lot in you going at same time. What dog deserve is not important. Important is that you are giving him ur best. That's important. Sometime big house we get but we don't see love in it. So matter is how big or small apartment is their r many good memories attached to it.
There is always a way to fix thing in life just work your mind more in fixing it. Sometime mind also play lot of game in making us upset. Take care dear.
I don't know what exactly happened in past regarding your mother but that days r gone. Now you have ur present. Let make it wonderful.
In 7cups all r there to help you.
@Maturefriends
I'm so tired of treading the same waters . I'm afraid to get out of the house. I was in love with everyone then you realise youre still at your mothers apartment ...
I dont know where to go.
I really want to move out of my mothers apartment. But i need to return from a job to the apartment. jesus
I remembered who i was and felt it and then i lost control.
@imaginativePenny8017
Hmm. I can understand ur stress you r going through. I sometime feel breathless when many thing and many thought come up in my mind. I feel I expect a lot from myself I need to take breath and sort thing according to priority. That best way to come out of situation. It is not easy. Keep patient. Surely you will find way and positive thing will happen. First of all give yourself a breathe. A freedom from all the thought going in your mind. Go out for a walk. Feel the breathe. Feel live. Take care.
A good way of describing my situation would be that going down slow song (forgive me for my sins)
@imaginativePenny8017
I Will listen it. Though I am not so fluent with or good at understanding English song.
advice i would give to myself is dont come to conclusions
