I really wish I could help you all.
It's really hard seeing everyone suffer and not being able to do anything.
I want to help you out from your misery. I want you to know that I'd be there for you in every step. I want you to know that I'm not the kind of person to leave someone at any time. I want you to know that you're not alone
I wish you knew. I wish you knew all of this. I wish you knew that even if i am not there physically, I'm always with you. I just wish you knew that I consider you to be an important part of my life.
I really hope you understand what you mean to me. I just wish you never left saying that you were a burden. You never were. You meant everything to me. You were important. You were my everything. You still are.

I appreciate this, I understand and feel what you are saying. Caring isn't easy because it makes you feel, and as rewarding as it can be it can hurt too. I genuinely love and care about people, I always see the good that can be and blindly help anyone if I can, even when it's not best for me. Caring isn't easy and I understand that feeling of wishing you can do more. It's like guilt and you did nothing wrong. It's not easy to care, but to those who know it means the world to them. You are doing a good job and the best you could
Thank you for your kind words. I’m in a bit of a downward spiral but your kind words really do make me feel better, really thank you.
I wish for others who are also feeling down as well to not feel that they aren’t allowed to feel or show fear, we’re all human and we can’t expect to put up front all the time. Please take some time for yourself and love yourself because you are an extraordinary person.
@blissfulSky8162
But no one wants to help "ME"...Maybe I am a burden after all
It's really heartbreaking hearing people talk about how greatful they are finding people who listen to them...
I know the are a lot of good people here, I know it...So not having someone want to help me makes me realise that I'm actually the problem...
If I was able to see how I would change that problem in me but I can't figure out what it is that is just making me this invisible.
But I am happy for all of you who are considered REAL and Significant
These words are not less than you being here physically. Your words carry so much empathy and care that while reading I felt you were actually here .
THIS HELPS , A LOT.!!
If I'll be able to bring even 50% of your emotions in my words then I'm sure I'll be able to help people with more impact.
Thank you so much.