This is confusing
Has anyone ever become laser focused on old memories with people who are no longer in your life. from childhood to now. I can't stop thinking about friendships that crashed and burned and I truly feel physically sick over all of them. I am replaying a lot of repressed memories and thinking about what I could have and should have done differently.
I don't currently have any friends and that doesn't help. It's hard to believe there were times In my life where I had a normal and happy social life and now none of those people even remember me.
Apologies in advance if I have misused this space.
@plumHuman7913
The problem in looking back is we tend to make it out to be better then it was... i had friends i thought were solid yet in time i have not heard from many and lost contact... re creating a connection is in some ways harder then meeting new people.
I treat new people and situations as a learning experience or lesson.
Embrace each opportunity as a possible great friendship beginning to bloom. it is not your fault that friendships end maybe it was just the end of that story line... i once was fed up felt like i was going no where asked the universe to give me new guides or people to help me find my path ... i got a new job and met whole different type of co-worker learned more about life then if i had stuck in same group of people i had worked with for a decade... embrace new open your life to the next story line friends will come or people who will add something to your life.
