birthday depression
my birthday is in a few days.
right after the holidays is a pretty unfortunate time to be born.
everyone tells you about how they are broke, they are gonna be busy, they are too tired from the holidays.
ive been told to my face that its inconvienient and unfortunate.
recently ive been able to see why. now that i am older and have my own responsibilities, i understand that time isnt gonna be on your side. especially a student like me with a part time job making just enough for school bills.
i just feel so bad for my friends who drop everything to celebrate me when it could just be another day they could keep their time and use it for what they want and need to get done.
instead of wasting it on me for a bday thats gonna be boring anyways.
the rambling is turning into nonsense so i apologize if this is difficult to read lol
@Reeth0tot it's ok to share or ramble also 💕
Birthday depression is a thing fr... I feel it too :') and I get why you are feeling overwhelmed
your friend dropped everything for you, because you are someone important for them and they wanted to do it for you ... as adults it's difficult to juggle everything but we make time for things and people important to us, right? what is life beside the paying bills then .. it is more than that ... it includes spending time with nice and loving people... you deserve it also 💕
also want to wish you a happy birthday 🤗