im tired of working for nothing, just living for nothing
i have no goals. no reason to live. whats the fucking point. i earn money for what. im not going to use it for anything useful. i dont need no ones motivational bullshit or advice. im too deep in a hole ., i just want to be hit with a reason to continue on for nothing
@pessimisthater your important to many people that want you to be apart of their lives thats the only point that keeps me going.
@neonHuman1145 that seems like a general sad excuse to keep living . for me that seems anyway
@pessimisthater
I understand you, because I am in similar mood...
@versatileSpring6491 this isnt a 'mood' its my life.
@pessimisthater
Welcome to the club.
Life is a rat wheel that you run on over and over and get a pay check to pay for living expenses for a life you didn't want and don't like. You may do drugs or drink to try to forget it. You are not creative.
But you have to go to work and then it starts over and over. There is nothing new to do. Nothing to look forward to Nothing new to invent. Everything is so stale. Why would anyone get exited over things?
You make money, you spend it. Back on the rat wheel. The same people.
You listen to others who have travelled and took enjoyment in everything. You just get older and uglier.
There is no goal. Nothing new. Death is not feared. It is welcomed.
