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User Profile: Marialedoffchoseme
Marialedoffchoseme November 27th, 2022

I am tired

I am thankful to all of you guys

I feel like its gard to continue. So i need to vent

I cant be alone. Being with enemies is being alone. I am tired of them.

They always laugh at me. I have nowhere to go. Should i become one of them? I am choosing the side. Also my mom left. And all of this. I am really tired.

So its november. I am afraid. What if i do something wrong. What would my mom say. Life is so strange. I am so unhappy. But there should be good news also. I love you guys. My name is maria. I am totally alone. My life is interesting. Now i am 28. I dont know where my mom is. Spiritually. I am tired. Of relations with one person. I am grateful to myself. I will be my only friend forever. I am cool. I want to have real friends. Everyone is jealous. I should choose myself . Choose my path.

Okay?:)


My name is maria. And i am tired.

And i am not alone. I know it.


Wish you all the best

Hugs


Ps i was saying about mistakes in life. Not about crisis. I know how some words can be read


Wish you a bice day


Is it okay to make a mistake? To forgive oneself for it?

Love

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User Profile: innateJoy9602
innateJoy9602 December 2nd, 2022

@Marialedoffchoseme

Hey there Maria. I believe self-forgiveness is always okay. Although it is up to you to grant yourself it. Humans aren’t perfect. We make mistakes. Which help us grow and learn. It’s all part of the process. Self-forgiveness can be a wonderful thing. <3 Sending hugs back!💜

User Profile: spongbobishappy
spongbobishappy December 2nd, 2022

@Marialedoffchoseme

Maria :

You are a kind, a compassionate, and a supportive person !!

You bring positivity to the Sharing Circle !

😊

User Profile: bilenn
bilenn December 3rd, 2022

We love you Maria humanly friendly.💚

You are welcome here.🤩

Making mistakes is in our essence, this is what makes us humble and loveable.🌈

You are fine as who you are.

As God accepts you who you are every moment, giving you breath and love and mercy , regardsless of your perceived faults, then who has the right to be uncompassionate (even to herself)💐

Everybody is beautiful in her heart, the little lovely child inside never goes away. ♥️

Please feel free, you deserve it.🌼






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User Profile: gentleBraid2726
gentleBraid2726 December 3rd, 2022

@bilenn

Wow Bilen, such very thoughtful and beautiful answer.

😇☺️🌻🏵️🌻🌼🌺🌸💛🤍🧡

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User Profile: gentleBraid2726
gentleBraid2726 December 3rd, 2022

@Marialedoffchoseme

Hello Friend Maria,

I am sorry you were feeling unpleasant but I truly believe you are a wonderful person.

I have so same thoughts as amazing Bilen and sweet Joy.

🧡🤍🧡💛 Wishing you all the best 💛🧡🤍🧡

🏵️🌻🌼🌺🌸🌷

User Profile: healingtouch7110
healingtouch7110 December 3rd, 2022

Maria, no person in your life has arrived in by chance.

A very famous person said, "Impediment to action advances action, what comes in the becomes the way." Hence, it's all part of a big puzzle towards self discovery, solve it to reap rewards.

Best wishes!

User Profile: AmeliaSalvatore
AmeliaSalvatore December 3rd, 2022

Hi Maria

First of sending alotttt of virtual hugs to you cuz you're an empathetic and amazingly strong human

It is okay to make mistakes. It is okay to forgive yourself

You know that one person you can't get rid off throughout your lifetime? It's you.

So its okay to forgive and to accept. I'm not very old but I certain events have made me realise that the most important relationship we ever build which builds the foundations to every other relationship we may have in future is our relationship with ourself. Which is also probably why we feel so devastated when we make big mistakes. It's like "you had one job and now you've screwed it up, bravo"


Honestly it's hard. And taxing and tiring and just exhaustive overall to understand yourself and forgive yourself. I'm not quite sure how to do it myself but I feel like its worth the chance isn't it? Through all your lows and highs, times of intense joy and crippling grief, through all the Rollercoasters of life the one person who never left your side was You. Silent, unmoving, constant.


The one who's keeping you going and trying to lift you up even when you're tired and facing challenges in life right now, is also You.


We give others in life so many chances and forgive people (even though in some cases they might not deserve it) then why can't we try to forgive and accept us too?


Lots of love








P.s what I wrote might sound a bit immature or childish cause I'm younger than you and clearly lack all that life experience but I just thought I could share my honest thoughts and provide some comfort


Sending more virtual hugs and power to you

You got this maria!


User Profile: understandingHuman5591
understandingHuman5591 January 22nd, 2023

It's okay yo make mistake but some mistakes are unforgivable


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User Profile: WannaHeal01
WannaHeal01 January 22nd, 2023

@understandingHuman5591 .........and that's what makes us human, right?

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User Profile: mycousinVinny
mycousinVinny January 22nd, 2023

we love you too Maria your not alone you already have something I long for and that is self love I resent myself for every stupid decision I’ve ever made I must forgive myself and become best friends with myself as well stay strong and keep life filled with love never let hate win

User Profile: Hapra
Hapra February 21st, 2023

I am available to listen.

User Profile: brightLove4312
brightLove4312 February 21st, 2023

I feel this one on another level. You have no idea every word. I’m tired of “them”.