Happiness
So it’s been a really long while since I’ve been happy and no matter how hard I try I can’t be happy, no matter how many people are around me none of them understand my pain, I’ve thought about ending it a couple of times but I decided against it. I can find happiness or find myself I don’t know who I am is there anyone feeling this way or is it just me? Can anyone help me? Or am I just alone
Hello @Rrivas
Thank you for sharing this. I'm sure it wasn't an easy thing to do. You seem to be feeling very alone and isolated from everyone around you because you feel that they don't understand what you're going through. I may not fully understand your struggle, but I know how lonesome it could be when you think no one out there would understand you. It's a really despairing feeling that I wish no one to go through it. You also seem to be struggling to know who you are. I assure you that a lot of people do feel this way and you are not alone on this no matter how lonely it is. And if you're in danger to yourself, please seek help or visit the crisis page https://www.7cups.com/crisis/ . You deserve the help and I hope the best for you 
Emie