I feel a bit scared and sad 😢
Tw) I've been ill for almost 2 months now, with a unknown virus😥 it's nothing serious they don't think. But the doctors also told me a while ago that it would be a miracle if I live to 40 years old. And I'm half paralysed at the moment, but more than likely gonna become completely paralysed at some point. So yeah being ill with this for almost two months, I'm a little bit scared. I thought I was all mentally prepared for this, but I don't think I am. My body is ruined, I have no immune system and yeah! I'm scared. It's probably nothing cause I get sick alot, so I'm probably just being stupid.
I know it might sounds sappy, but when you feel those bad feels too much, always remember that I have you in my heart, safe 🥺 and comfy🫂, in all of our hearts, safe and comfy. 💕 You're going nowhere from that place 🤗 May you get strength to overcome this silly time like you've overcome soo many other battles in life, lovely Lola angel, smurf princess. 💗
@grimsmark8 awwww charlie😟 you made me smile, laugh and cry all at once, also a little snot came from me nose😁 I love you ❤❤and dw I'll be ok ❤gives you the biggest tiny hug evverr ❤
@grimsmark8 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
@Tinywhisper11 I might be completely outta line here, so lemme know if i am, but ...... have u looked into FND (Functional Neurological Disorder)? Just wondering, because I have this, and the things u are describing sound very similar to what I experience from this. Might be worth doing a bit of research on! lemme know if u want me to send any links abt this! :) <3
@Armani567 oh ok thankyou for letting me know ❤❤ I will definitely mention it to my carers and doctors ❤❤ thankyou for being honest, and I'm so sorry you have this illness. Health can be such a struggle on us😥 I hope your managing this illness ok?? Keeps you in my prayers, gives you a giant festive tiny hug ❤❤❤
Your heart is stronger than you think.. You will get through this
@amiableSailboat2845 thank you ❤❤ I hope I will too🙂 hugs you tightly ❤
@Tinywhisper11
Lola, This years been full of challenges for you hun. But look at you! You just keep on going strong. Your such an inspiration to everyone that knows you here. I am sending healing 🌳vibes your way. I am convinced that the Dr is wrong your too good of a soul to leave this life at 40 . I believe you have way too much good to share and give to the world and you will need a full life to share it all. Here is strength💪 for you coming across the ocean!
Your not alone in this Lola
Love and hugs to you my friend.
ABB💜
@amiableBlackberry92 ❤❤❤ gives you a giant festive tiny hug ❤❤squeezes you tightly ❤ thanks for the strength😁 dw I plan to live forever🤗 so far it's working out ok😂😂😂😂😂 sending lots of hugs and love to you and your family ❤❤❤
@Tinywhisper11 Man, I'm really sorry to hear you're dealing with all this heavy stuff. It sounds incredibly tough, and feeling scared is totally normal. Dealing with unknown health stuff is like navigating through a maze blindfolded.
@glisteningLight2506 ❤❤ thankyou. I live in a care home so I always got my carers to talk to, as for family and friends, well I got you lot here on cups😁❤and dw I'm being looked after medically really really well ❤❤ thanks for your kind words and support ❤ gives you a giant festive tiny hug ❤❤