My broken heart was tricked again...
I'm not one to really put anything personal out there about me. But I've been single for about 9 years now. Never really dated or gone out with anyone. A few days ago, I was aquainted to this guy who I thought had an interest in me. We talked about it, spoke honestly to each other and I was finally able to come out of my shell a bit, for I thought, at last. But I guess being a good Christian woman doesn't appeal too much to the generation these days. Got stood up for our first hang out and not much words or any conversation interaction from him since then. Took me so long to mend and put back together my broken heart for so many years from what others have done to it. And I was scared to present it to him because it has some damage. I was really scared if he would accept it? Once I presented my heart and placed it on the table, looking back up to him, he was gone...at that moment, my heart felt and created a whole new scar. And now, it honestly hurts everyday. My heart really thought it was finally our moment for love. When in reality, it was tricked again after 9 years...
@bunnyhugs88
sometimes we make a connection or we think we do ......... do we really know how the person feels
maybe we get our hopes up as the connection seems so real ..... but for unknown reasons they do not follow thru they quit calling.... or cancel .............. our next move is to punish ourselves maybe i did not do this or that right....
maybe he freaked out he was worried he was not enough .... maybe was scared of a real connection ........ or maybe this was not a match .....
dating or finding someone is like a puzzle sometime the pieces look like a fit but upon trying to put together....... you see it does not fit ....... but you keep trying other pieces until one fits.
