i think it's getting worse
i told my sis i may be needing help, need real support, maybe i need to see a mental health doctor but she said "it's no use, they'll only tell you to write down how you feel on a notebook then maybe give some medicines, and you will only feel happy because of the medicines."
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I think seeking help is a good thing, sometimes just getting a outside perspective can really help us 💛
@Amanda84 yes this is what i thought, but knowing my family i know they'll never let me seek help. they will just say i'm overreacting about my feelings. lately i've been feeling so down, like it's better if im not around
@hopefulencounter
It's definitely not better if you weren't here, your feelings are valid and your family don't speak for you 💛
@Amanda84 not a day went by without tears in my eyes T_T
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@Amanda84 thank youu :''
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My pleasure 💛
@Amanda84 i think the reason why i become so emotionally vulnerable is because i received so many silent treatments /_\
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I understand that, it's hard when someone is not listening and we have to hold it all inside 💛
@Amanda84 yes, it's so difficult to manage my emotions because of that. my dad might be narcisstic too because he's always nice to people outside my family but with his family he's judgemental and impatient
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That sounds hard to cope with on a daily basis 🩷
@Amanda84 yup, when my mom was still alive my dad was so mean to her. and now my dad is looking for a girlfriend again, me and my sisters arent happy about this at all because we remember how he treated our mom
of course he's nice with this new girl because shes an outsider :/
@hopefulencounter that's a hard situation to be in🙁 I'm sorry your struggling so much😥 hopefully one day you will be able to get away from your dad and be free to get help💖 keep venting here on cups it Will hopefully help, and always hang on to the hope of oneday💖 gives you a giant tiny hug 💖
@Tinywhisper11 thankks a lot! 🥺 i dont hate my dad at first, he's the one who made me kinda dislike him 😭 i just hope things will be better for all of us
@hopefulencounter I hope everything starts getting better for you 💖 you can always lean on us, no need to struggle alone 💖
@Tinywhisper11 🧡🧡 thank you