Milestones or Steps Completed! Share and Celebrate Here :)

My dreams aren't going to come together without my work. Sometimes they only exist because I continue to hold on even after noone else believes.

This doesn't happen often. When it does, it's very real, but I've survived through it before and will continue to life through it now.

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I think I'm on step 958 now, and I've learned to accept that failure is not lack of growth or opposed to it... Rather failure is a natural aspect of growth and just part of the process. Meaning its okay and not something to worry about. It shows your trying to do something, be something more, and that is a good thing.

Step 100 I feel stormy again, but lately I've been busy. Despite accomplishing little things I still feel like I'm not good enough... I feel like things just don't go my way, like everyone else is so much farther ahead and so much more mature and funnier and more interesting and prettier and smarter. I feel all jumbled inside. Like my best is still not good enough. Even though I'm pushing myself to try new things and mildly succeeding, it never feels enough on stormy days. I say I'm proud, people say I should be proud, but I don't feel proud... I feel like I try something that feels like a big step to me, and then I realize how small it is, and I get discouraged :( I feel like no matter how good I am, something will always happen that puts me in last place.

I've reached Step 130.

I guess one of the things I've been learning that comes to mind, is about how to establish healthy boundaries between myself and others. It doesn't really come natually to me, because I have C-PTSD, but I do think it's a skill I can work on and learn to get better at.

push it further

I have learned how to stay calm.

I have continuned fo work on remembeing to take each day one day at a time. I am learning to relax and realize that life happens@GlenM

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