Today, I read this beautiful story and I realized all our actions have a ripple effect no matter how small they are. And that's what makes me keep fighting, knowing that I have the ability to make something beautiful and a difference in this world.

when i feel like relapsing i watch jared's afk-videos, he's the reason i still keep fighting :)

Well, I've always wanted to make someone else happy, I want to volunteer overseas and help the less privileged or people who have gone through a natural disaster. I'm thinking of maybe doing it toward next year.

@fuzzzy22 I have been in Germany for four years now because of the war in Ukraine. For various reasons, I will never be able to return there. I can never bring back the people from that life, either. Here, I have started my life from scratch. The only thing that still helps me keep fighting is my family. I cannot let them down.