Gratitude letter (personal)
Hey nick,
I was just rly thinking what happened back then since honestly in my life it was the first time somebody like stood with me or fought for me too which I n usually the one giving this care to ppl to point they always leave n let me be they mostly stick by me for energy of positivity n company in their time never helping or asking me enough n ghosting is the worst…
there it all ended making me feel so hurt but I never knew cuz who could tell when u don’t have enough guidance in life u think like ppl are good just be urself n they will come, they did but made it even worst.
from that on i have such immense self pity n void that goes w me in new year too:(
its so sad nick
but i wanna ask how did u handle that self pity when u have been out of app due to unfair treatment n assumptions (im also trying to compare 7cups to MH forum) came here in 2021 n sharing circle was good the only thing I didn’t know was where the notification went but now I do, it started to feel like talking to air… not much back I hear from ppl which makes me think I might not want to stay here k?
yk have u thought the same?
so that’s why I also wanna know how u handled those feelings around this cuz it made me lower my self pity a bit knowing we are in this together even when it means that ppl don’t care as much as we wished them to… it’s not a good thing but it made me ease something inside just knowing that so if u have anything that helps u not feeling sorry for urself living this lonely isolated life i would be grateful to hear or any other thoughts so that’s my gratitude for 2024, rly thanks
Also the fact of …I was thinking that if I were in that position I dunno how I would face it to come back here I likely would just leave for good so I genuinely care when I ask this so it might help my knowledge to stay strong as of what keeps u here n in life what motivates u as person to keep on going when the emotions get so intense n tiring n it feels like there’s no care in world?
its something I struggle with immensely n it got worse when I wanted to make online friends n any ppl I encountered wanted to initiate friendship or they found me it always ended up that way of leaving without reason,,, I was shattered how much time n effort I spent to all of them but it was never coming back n my eating struggles n all of this continues w mental health where I must be like okay cuz my fam doesn’t know these things are real yk they think they are made up they don’t see it I miss the comfort, the void I cannot fill on top of that im drowning to feel discouraged n sorry for myself cuz who else will either…
I know this might be confusing but sincerely letting u know bcs I would like to learn more about ur situation n how u deal w these complicated feelings that seem to have no end
maybe just by being together in same issues I don’t have to go away from here..
thanks before
Hey @Nick3244
i know this might be a lot for u n I don’t wanna burden all around but if u have some answers or something that helps u while navigating similar issues, I would like to hear it please🙏🏻
mental health is such hustle every day I feel like not making enough just get thru this n this in day until forever? I hope not…. Happy new year, hoping to hear back from u soon, oh n glad u didn’t give up as well…
What?
they left?
no:(
that can’t be…
it means I’m here only for one person instead of two.
oh man
this is what
happens when ppl don’t care enough for others to make them stay😭💙