Gratitude list 🤍

Hello beautiful souls 💖💖💖

I have my coffee ☕

I'm staying hydrated (trying my best) 🩵

Things around here are a little better 🤞🏼

I found a good show to watch with my wife and her mum 😄 ( Jackie the nurse)

I take my meds and vitamins everyday 💊❤️‍🩹

We got four inches of snow and it was absolutely beautiful 🩵❄️ (only because I didn't drive in it 😂)

I started a new medication that helps me regulate my mood and helps with my nightmares 💙 💜

I'm beyond grateful for my loving caring friends my chosen family and my beautiful wife ❤️ 💖💞

I'm beyond grateful to still be alive and to have choices ❣️

I'm grateful for my healing journey although I do get angry every now and then❤️‍🩹 it's amazing how much growth a person can make when they expect what is happening and choose to grow 🌱

I'm chosing my body and what's best for me, slowly but surely taking care of myself. I haven't shared this with you guys because I haven't been ready to except what is happening but, my doctor called my wife and expressed her concern about my kidneys and liver... From taking PMS pills for over three years basically and everyday they are starting to fail, I cannot seek the medical attention I need due to poor insurance and all that crap. I've been a slight alcoholic but that got out to a halt early on, and it was just wine. But you guys are my friends and big family so you have a right to know my loves.💖💖💖💖

But don't worry about me please I'm strong and I will be okay my doctor caught it on early, there might be nothing I can do but I can at least take my medicine, vitamins, and stay hydrated, I'm trying to be hopeful and positive!💙

I love each and everyone of you kind gentle souls 💖

I know that I've been very quiet but there's just been so much going on that I've been trying to process ❤️‍🩹