Not a great start but trying to be positive

So I'm not graduating this year when I should be. I had left out a lot of subjects since my 1st year since in college, and now they're all biting me in the ***.

I have to hold off my internship this semester so I could finish off those subjects, 5 in total plus 3 PE.

Aaand reading it off like that, I can see I've been slacking off haha The past years haven't been nice, starting college in the pandemic, so being at home for those online classes have been tough.

And home is good in small doses, but being there all the time with mom and dad and fighting and money and cheating and just I couldn't focus. Home was too messy.

Now, I should be graduating but I'm not. And I guess I'll just take that as sign from the universe that I'm not ready to intern in the actual field.

Yep! This is okay. I'll finish off those subjects (it'll be easier this time since we're back on face to face), take those time to manage myself, try to practice self-care, and graduate next school year.

Sounds easy enough. I'll make it.

And even if I don't. Maybe it'll be too hard and I'll give up midway through, but at least and I won't have any regrets. I'll just work on the next steps when that time comes.