16 minutes
Why did it take 16 minutes for you to leave and for life never to be the same again since your been gone I been counting every 16 minutes and thinking of new ways that I could have saved you. The very 16 minutes it took you to be gone it will take 16 million years for me to gain back the heart I lost. Who knows how to remove bullets from the chest cavity that will help him come back to me yes I know no one can do it. I catch myself going back to the crime scene and wanting to bring you back I was supposed to be gone with you but I left to go home for stuff and 16 minutes life has officially been gone.
I will never Be the same I’m just walking this earth looking for you and hoping to hear your voice and that you are still alive and that it was mistaken identity your not really gone. You left me pregnant and our unborn left me after you did and to be at lost of 2 people hurts worse.
@Tiablue28
My heart goes out to you during this difficult time. It's understandable to feel lost and alone after such a traumatic event. Please know that you're not alone, and our community is here to support you. <3 Healing takes time, so be gentle with yourself and take it one day at a time.
Oh to feel that in those last few minutes when they were with us we could have done something to prevent what happened. Only if she had an oxygen supply she could have survived. If had done CPR at the right time. I feel this way too and i dont know how to stop.
@Tiablue28 that's heartbreaking I'm so sorry sweetie 😥 my son was murdered so I know the pain the regret, the self blame the guilt. But you are here for a reason💖 and we are all here with you 💗 we can't take away your pain, but please know your not alone 💖 hugs you tightly 💖