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I was recommended to find a therapist so that I can get support for an ESA.
1. I lost my son eight years, my youngest of three.
2. I lost everything in that one day.
3. On top of that I'm being blamed for it and have been fighting for eight years.
4. I'm innocent.
5. The medical records prove that.
6. What's extremely painful is that people are trying to use private text messages, where I was being vulnerable with my spouse about my fears and struggles as 'proof' against me.
7. They show my humanity, not wrongdoing.
8. I know my heart and intentions and I do care how I see myself but also how others see me.
9. For eight years grieving has been the last thing on my mind because of the fight I'm in and it's devastating.
10. People keep telling me how I feel, instead of asking. Using words like 'fustrated' or 'mad' and I'm none of those, I'm heartbroken, the inside of me is shattered. Everything's been taken from me, literally and figuratively.
@1prettyflamingo
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To lose a child ♥️ there are no words and then to be blamed wrongly 🥺
My heart aches for you.
May your previous son rest in peace and may the truth be revealed so you can find a way to grieve without the world intruding ♥️💕
@Amanda84
Sorry, may your precious son rest in peace 💕💜
Wow words will never truly help but I am so sorry.
Please definitely consider therapy. therapy can be such a positive change, someone to hear you and help you give you tools to navigate life and the loss you have endured.
Take care of yourself you sound like you are in the fight of your life. Give yourself positive affirmations every day or anytime you feel the heaviness encroaching- that you will make it, the truth will come to light, the fight is over, it’s not my fault, it’s time to move forward ect.
Don’t forget it’s always the darkest before the dawn. You will be ok I believe in you 🌸🌼
If you ever need to chat I’m always here.
Wow words will never truly help but I am so sorry.
Please definitely consider therapy. therapy can be such a positive change, someone to hear you and help you give you tools to navigate life and the loss you have endured.
Take care of yourself you sound like you are in the fight of your life. Give yourself positive affirmations every day or anytime you feel the heaviness encroaching- that you will make it, the truth will come to light, the fight is over, it’s not my fault, it’s time to move forward ect.
Don’t forget it’s always the darkest before the dawn. You will be ok I believe in you 🌸🌼
If you ever need to chat I’m always here.
