I been crying all the time.

I been crying all the time I miss my dad every day and love my dad so much and can't get over loss my dad hurt every day and my heart break I don't how stop be sad and every time watch video of my dad or see photos of my dad I can't stop get upset that he never going be part of my life anymore and upset at mom for talk about death and feel she want died with my dad break my heart because she is the only parent have left and I want here live long life with are family and I don't want lose her to and she talk about life insurance with me hurt to know that she want died with dad and what here to be happy with her life I can't lose a another parent and feel heart breaking for my family right now