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countrygirl9988
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Its been year seen loss my mother in lawm
Grief & Loss / by countrygirl9988
Last post
 August 18th
...See more Its been year seen I loss my mother in law she accept  me seen day one she call me her daughter in spanish i love her like a mother its crazy loss my dad in 2023 then loss her in 2025 loss two most  important people in my life me and her talk for hours we had so must same value in life and had same kind if mom grow up she help me get throught some hard times in my life i going to miss her so much i love her with all my heart me and her family miss her especial her son talk about her all time and think about her all the time me and her meet again one day rip my beautiful mother in law 
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I can not believe it been 3 years in November seen loss my dad
Grief & Loss / by countrygirl9988
Last post
 August 9th
...See more I can not believe it's been 3 years seen my dad been gone he died on November 13 2023 from massive heart attack sound like dream to me been hard for me not have dad anymore I am jealous of people who have there dad in there life he miss so many milestone in my life and my family life I try focus on myself and mental health I wish took care of his self I mad at him for left us behind he did not know grief we have deal with for rest are life's and pain in are hearts for him he was amazed dad and I alway be dad little girl I wish could told so many life and wish could told him I love him and I miss him so much the pain and trauma of his death live with me forever I have ptsd from these experiences in my life see him dead in hospital bed tell him goodbye see him in that casket so cold and hand so hard see eyes closed visit him cetemery has been so hard on me going to my parents house he not there anymore hurts so much and all memories and photos see of my dad hurts alot I miss you pops and I love you pops we meet again one day I hope doing good in heaven with dad I hope smile down on your family 
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Its going being 3th father day and my birthday with out my dadf
Grief & Loss / by countrygirl9988
Last post
 June 15th
...See more June is hard time for me because father day and my birthday is same day I think about him everyday like want would  be like if he was still here i would celebrate father day with him and my birthday we would had meal together and had so good talk would be nice i love my dad and i miss him so much and i hope he know how much i love him his legacy live on throught are family he will never  be forgotten he will be in are hearts forever pops one day we meet again i know you mad at me for my illiness but hope you are proud of me and are family i hope heaven have great father day with your dad and your grandpa up there rip pops 
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I mad at my dad leaving us behind
Grief & Loss / by countrygirl9988
Last post
 February 14th
...See more I am mad at my dad leaving us behind I wish he took better care of his self I wish he still here with us I miss him everyday I love him so much I am great fully had amazed dad in my life he did everything for his kids and grandchildren my niece and my nephew alway know who he was that he was there grandpa he watch over them I just mad at him want miss with us I can't Believe close to 2 half years he been gone still can see his smile and still hear his voice he being in my heart forever he best dad and had 40 years with him I cherish every moment with him one day I meet him again RIP Pops 
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It's been 2 years seen my dad been gone
Grief & Loss / by countrygirl9988
Last post
 February 3rd
...See more It's been 2 years seen my dad been gone I miss my dad so much and I think about him everyday I wish could talk to him again and I wish could hear his voice again I wish see him smile again I miss received my dad text everyday and Birthday's and holiday's not same with him there the chair so empty without him and I am so down last 2 years been hard me and my family never being same again I had 40 years with him I will always being dad's little girl forever I love you pops and I miss you pops your legacy live on throught are family forever 
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23 months seen my dad been gone
Grief & Loss / by countrygirl9988
Last post
 November 11th, 2025
...See more 23 months seen my dad been gone hardest time in my life i miss my dad everyday and i think about him so much its crazy going being  two years on november 13 still remember went he pass away in  my mind forever and still can see him in  that casket all time does sound real that he been gone all these time loss of my dad is hardest pain in my life and i have realize i will never get talk to him again or see him again or see his smile my dad most care and loving and funny person in my life he was best dad and greatest grandpa in the world he deeply miss and me and my family love him so much 
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Its been 22 months seen my dad been gone
Grief & Loss / by countrygirl9988
Last post
 October 1st, 2025
...See more Its been 22 months seen loss my       dad me and my brother miss him so much i think about my dad everyday i love my dad everyday he left us behind i feel like my dad spirit live on are family forever he there his legacy and memories      live on throught me and my family forever he miss so much holidays birthday important events in are family life i know he not in pain more and up there heaven warch over us he my guard angel and one day we meet again pops i love you with all my heart 
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I loss my mother in law on August 1
Grief & Loss / by countrygirl9988
Last post
 August 23rd, 2025
...See more I loss my mother in law on august 1 2025  been one of two hardest loss in my life loss of her and my dad been so hard on me i know her for 15 years she accept me and love me seen day one crazy we had conservation week before she died she told she feel good and  she in hospital have operation she told me feel better than few days after that she was in coma then 6 days later her family took off life support we had funeral on august 4 been dealing two loss in my life she was beautiful and kindness person in my life and i consider her my second mom she will being deeply miss forever i miss her and i love her forever 
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