I mad at my dad leaving us behind

I am mad at my dad leaving us behind I wish he took better care of his self I wish he still here with us I miss him everyday I love him so much I am great fully had amazed dad in my life he did everything for his kids and grandchildren my niece and my nephew alway know who he was that he was there grandpa he watch over them I just mad at him want miss with us I can't Believe close to 2 half years he been gone still can see his smile and still hear his voice he being in my heart forever he best dad and had 40 years with him I cherish every moment with him one day I meet him again RIP Pops