I miss my ex bf

He went to his sister's wedding and when he came back from the trip I just told him that he had me a little worried and he started to say how I spent a lot, I was always lying in bed (I have lupus), how I always criticized his friends, that I had no religion and that worried him. I stayed at his house, I'm quite shy and he told me that it was also because I didn't help his mother cook (he never told me that but if he told me at the moment I would help). And about my family also criticized me because I live with toxic relatives and I was working on that to present it (he was fine with it and was excited that he was going to fix that situation)

I wrote to him yesterday to give me my pants back and he treated me very dryly, he told me I was mentally ill and that's when I started to worry.

I spoke to his mother to see if he was okay and she ignored me. Yesterday I tried to talk to him to see if he was okay. I left him 27 messages and 10 calls because I was very worried. He don’t block me that’s weird for me.

I feel so dumb now.

i need like SAY HE NEVER COME BACK.