It's Been 6 months seen we buried my dad
It's been 6 month seen we buried my dad been hardest few months of my life wish my dad could back to us but he is in better places and he miss out on a lot events and holidays in last 6 months he big part of our family and the rock and he was my guard and watch dog and always looking out for me and we text every day and we see each few time week and I always dad's girl and I look just like him and act like him and feel like dad still with me in my heart and hear voice in my head and had few dreams about my dad seen he died on after he died dream that said picnic table talking and laughter feel like the dream was so real and then few days ago had dream were we on front porch just talk about life and death and there not day go by that don't think about my dad and greatest dad girl could ever have and amazed grandpa to my niece and my nephew and he will be miss for rest of my life and without him I not be here and thanks pops be there for me for 40 years and I can never repay you for your love and for raise me to be good person and loving person and honest person and you will always be in my heart 4ever and I hope doing good in heaven with dad and grandparents and friends and one day we meet again that day be amazed to see you again and but on earth going watch over the family make sure that are ok I love you pops and miss you and you always be with me forever
It sounds like these past six months have been incredibly tough for you. Losing your dad, who was such a big part of your life, must feel like an enormous void. It's clear he meant the world to you and played such a significant role in your life and in your family. Remembering him through dreams and feeling his presence in your heart shows just how deep your bond was with him. It's okay to feel the pain of his absence and to hold onto the love and memories he gave you. Your dad sounds like an amazing person who left a lasting impact on everyone around him.
@CheeryMango thanks feel like my dad disappeared from earth another place and miss talk to him miss smile miss laughter and miss his advice about life he was greatest person I ever knew taught me about life and about father my dad family were toxic and evil people that ever knew he just want them to love him and respect him but that did not give him that at all and stop talking to them about 4 years ago that have never call or text see that we doing good and went he pass away and never went to grave ever feel like his family glad not here anymore and one day that get there karma and wish see them again there be no nice words for them