It's Been Two Months Seen My Dad Died

it's been hardest two months of my life my dad was my world losing him is the hardest experience of my life my dad raise to be good person and honest person I know how he feels about his dad died and never thought at age of  40 feel pain he did he lost his dad in 1986 went was 3 did not how my dad feel about that time and today I know heart ache not having my dad in my life anymore I like talk on here because in my life I have no one talk about the grieving losing my dad and every day every week and every months get harder and harder for me and flashback about my dad death never will going away feel bad for my nephew and niece at 6 and 2 want that are going through went I was 3 and my brother 1 we lost are grandpa to but we were not closes like my dad closes to his only two grandchildren in the world but tell them he was amazed grandpa and love my dad and miss him every day but live on through me and my family forever