Its time again
In March, it'll be 3 years since my 5yo cousin passed away suddenly. I went to her funeral. In January she would've been turning 8yo.
In December, it'll be 1 year since my 95yo great-gram passed away. I couldn't go to her funeral because she lived about 11 hours away by car. She would be 96 now.
This morning, my great aunt, 76yo, passed away after health complications and problems and alla that jazz. I'll probably be able to go to her funeral.
I can't keep losing people. I'm only 15. I'm terrified of death. Like, where do we go? I believe in science.
Today, was my 5 month anniversary. 5 months ago, I got out of the mental hospital after one night in the ER and then 14 days in the mental hospital. Now, it's also going to have two anniversaries.
I have a lot of anniversaries. On the 5th of each month, is another month since I got out of the mental hospital because I was a good girl. On the 5th of each month will be another month since my Great aunt passed. On the 15th of each month is another month clean. This month will be 5 months. On the 17th of each month, is another month that I've been with my boyfriend. This month will also be 5 months.
My condolences for all your family members @brenbird
It's so hard for you i'm sure.. Your feelings are valid and you should mourn how you feel is appropriate.
I hope in time you get more comfortable with people passing away. We have 1 birth and one death. It's a universal experience that Noone can prevent.
Peace be with you Brenbird..🌲
@AsherTree
Ive only had one new family member. And shes my baby cousin
Oh @brenbird !
You are dealing with so much.. You've had some very eventful and tragic situations that have been weighing on your conscious..
I'm sorry this has all happened, you have my sympathies..
I'm proud of you for being so brave and sharing this with us!🌲
@brenbird
Thats a lot to have to deal with at a young age. It can be so hard loosing family members. I you got this you are not alone.
Yesterday I also found out that someone I do swim team with in the summer past. We students think it was a sui because there was nothing on the news and he wasn't sick
Time for the funeral. Its tomorrow