I wish i had courage to see his face before he departed
On the day my father passed away, I'm not strong to see my father's face for the last time. And i don't even tried to do it. I just can't imagine seeing his body no more alive. It just don't make sense. Even just seeing his burial makes my limbs feels weak enough.
Sometimes, i keep questioning God why He's being unfair to me. At least postpone until time i got ready. I know this is mean to be said. But why me?
@worryBear I am really sorry for your loss 😔 Ik it is very difficult and even feeling this denial or that it wasn't fair is ok to feel... you can take all the time needed to process...
you are strong even now to type this out you know? it's a step in acknowledging also and you did great 💕 small steps like this would work also ... take your time and be as gentle with yourself as possible
*offering hugs
I'm so sorry for your loss 😞💔 I believe that some people are too good that they don't deserve living on this earth and so they stay up there in a better place. Your father is watching you up there, and he knows you're a strong guy. I know as well that you are strong. You can make through this! It hurts a lot to know that someone you loved passes away... I hope you get better soon!! ❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏
