Masturbation: A misconceptually assumed fact

Idk, just I wasn't healthy today,had a bit cold,sneezes, couldn't go out on a public library i took membership of, today due to heavy morning rain,and it's been happening since 3-4days. I was frustrated being in my room, I wanna explore world, explore the parts of me that drive me curious to get motivated in some workplace, so I just ended up in loop of watching darknet, and doing the preassumed sin.

But I don't think about it much now, I wanna live in present and not be involved in part deeds and how they're viewed, coz that's no point discussing, I'm owner of my body.

Just dropping this heaviness stored inside me from this morning, to avoid taking it with me into tomorrow's bright sunny day, I think I gotta move up and stop overthinking..

okay thank you if anyone's reading this.

I'm feeling worthy of my emotions if any of you are reading and taking it as a part of life, eventually we all are human, we make mistakes and we learn from them.

Thank you.

Goodnight!!