Missing my mom

My mom passed away about a year ago (it would be a year three days after Christmas) and honestly, the pain still hasn't eased, I still miss her a lot, I still catch myself calling out to her even though she isn't going to respond and I still want to hear her say she's proud of me and I want her to laugh with me and I want her to hug me and tease me again. I miss her so unbelievably much every time I remember or talk about her I start to cry, sometimes it gets too unbearable and paired with the ton of stress I have I just start crying.🙁