My mother

My mother passed away two months ago and it’s definitely been a roller coaster ride since my roller coaster ride of emotions roller coaster ride with my health I don’t know how to talk about it with my family cause I don’t want to say the wrong thing and make them burst out crying and I don’t know how to explain how I’m feeling I have epilepsy and for the first time I’m not having seizures. I used to have them every two weeks and ever since my mom passed away. I am not having them and I don’t know why and I feel like it’s my mom‘s little blessing to me. her health was way worse than mine. She had multiple sclerosis type one diabetes, Addison’s disease. Arthritis in Her fingers and I know it hurt for her to walk, but she worked for a very long time and she waited for disability for five years and she ended up getting it when she was in a nursing home after she had a heart attack at 47 And yet she still always had a smile on her face and I love that about her. She passed away at 49 which is just too young because she never got to see me get married or have children and she was always really excited for that she was a really strong woman in and out of the hospital my entire life. She was a really strong woman. I don’t know how she did it. I just want people to know that I believe people need to know my mother story because she was a really amazing woman. We had Our ups and downs, but she always stuck by my side and called me every day if you read this, thank you