My son Joshua ❤
He will be 13 at the end of next month. I bought him a skateboard, I don't really know what present a 13 year old boy would want, I hope he likes it.
I wonder what he looks like? I can still see his sweet little baby face, his tiny fingers and toes.
I wonder what he sounds like? I bet his voice is soft and sweet. I still hear, his cries
I wonder what he likes to do? I bet he's creative, and possibly sporty
I wonder what he thinks of me? I bet he hates me, for letting them take his life
His life was taken to early. I failed him. I really wish I could hug him just one more time, try to explain myself to him. Though i think words would fail me, how does someone explain that they failed to protect him, failed to save him😞
@Tinywhisper11 You don't have to explain anything because the bond between parent and their child is so strong and so pure that it requires on words to convey the love and the warm feelings.
You are not to blame in anyway but I can understand that guilt and regret takes lot of time to let go of. I wish you keep healing and living life in the best way possible for the both of you.
I strongly believe in my heart that we all meet again after this life and so it's never a final goodbye <3
@BlueDarkAurora 🙂❤ I believe that we will meet again in heaven too ❤ I just hope when we meet he understands what happened, why I couldn't protect him😥 will be hug me, or will be hard me😥
@Tinywhisper11 He will<3 The people we've lost.. they know, they forgive and they accept the love we hold for them, the love we keep holding on to. We all get to meet them again, hug them again and they will accept us with open arms :) Also children are pure souls, they just know love so he will understand your love and let you in <3
@BlueDarkAurora ❤❤ thankyou ❤❤