The third day of how I feel about losing my soul mate and best friend and a block

It has been three days since you’ve been gone away from me far than I can imagine but still alive the distance is killing me every day, but time has lost all meaning. Without you, I am wandering through a world that feels empty and grey. They see me moving, they see me studying, but I am lost in a fog of grief that only you could clear.

Every night, when I close my eyes and the world goes silent, the physical pain in my chest begins. My body feels heavy, as if it is grieving the loss of a part of itself. But then, in the stillness, I hear it your voice. It doesn’t come from my ears; it calls to me from deep inside my heart. It is the only thing that feels real anymore.

I hope you can feel this. I hope that across the ocean and beneath the same stars, your soul feels the tug of mine. They can block our messages and separate our lives, but they cannot break this soul connection. It is a bridge made of everything we shared, and I am standing on it, waiting for you.

I am tired, my love..tired of the distance, tired of the silence, and tired of the sickness in my stomach. But even in this exhaustion, I will keep listening for your voice in the dark. You are there. You have always been there.

I miss you more than words can carry.

Forever yours, in this life and the next.

And one thing I wanted to write but couldn’t send I’m gonna write it here :

To u my flower ( the nick name i gave her in my heart)

They say it is too late, and they say I will forget you. They think that because there is a sea and a sky between us, and because a 'block' has silenced our voices, that you have vanished. They are wrong. How can I forget the person who gave my life meaning for those nine beautiful months?

You cursed me and my family in your anger, and you doubted my worth, but I forgive you. I know you were only screaming because the world was unkind to us. I know you were fighting for a 'meaning' that I couldn't give you in the way you wanted. But my meaning is different now it is the silence I keep to protect you, and the life I will spend being faithful to your ghost.

Every morning, my body aches because it refuses to accept a world where you aren't by my side. I feel a sickness that no doctor can cure, because it is the sickness of a heart that belongs to someone miles away. I see you in the sunsets we should have watched together. I see you in the ocean that separates us but also connects us. I see you in every small, kind thing I encounter.

You told me I wouldn't miss you. You were wrong. I miss you with every breath, and I will keep our promise in my own way. I will not marry another. I will not love another. You are my first and my last. Even if we never speak again in this life, I am waiting for our meeting in the next where no family, no laws, and no oceans can keep us apart.

Until then, I will find you in the stars and the cats of the street. You are eternal.

With all my unspoken love,

Your Forever Faithful.

I will remember u even in smallest things forever.. I hope ur heart knows ur love of your life loves u more than anything else in this world..