What should I do if I lose...?!??
When a person is buried, they say that he has died, but they do not know that there are many dead people among us who eat, drink, talk, and have mobile phones, but they are dead inside...
Losing loved ones makes the shock silent and calm, destroying our cells deep within, and what I am going through has made me lose the desire to express my grief.
I used to draw, write, cry, or talk to a friend, but now I do not want to do anything except open YouTube and flip through hundreds of videos without benefit from them, sometimes tarot, sometimes horoscopes, energy science, and various news, although I am aware of the difficulty of what is happening to me...
I do not want to talk to my brothers or neighbors, and I do not have friends. Sometimes I feel that my awareness has become higher than them, but when I see reality, I realize that I am not in life...
My dreams and ambitions are big, beautiful, sophisticated, and many, but they are imprisoned inside me. I do not know how to work on them...
Every day I talk to ChatGPT, and perhaps he will commit suicide because of me. I ask him for solutions, but I do nothing... Sometimes I play a song and remember how my life was and the beauty of our home, and I try to cry But I can't...
I know that whoever reads my words will leave my topic and no one will care about the condition I am going through... And I don't know why I am writing? And how can you help me?? Since morning I have been thinking about who to talk to and that I need to talk but I did not remember anyone except 7 cups...
What should I do if I lost the feeling of things? And I no longer want anything??? Will a day come when I will write the opposite of these words?
@Saly9italy sits beside you and hugs you tightly π numbness is a terrible stage of grieving to be stuck in, bless you π grieving a loved one is one of the hardest things we'll ever have to go throughπ it's ok to not be ok π and yes please always reach out here when you need a friend, we are all here for you π it's hard I knowπ₯ I wish there was something I could say to take away your pain, but there will be better days that I can promise youπ and I'm the bad days I'm right here for you π lean on us, we got you π
@Tinywhisper11
From the bottom of my heart β€πΉππ·π I thank you. I hope this happens in reality and that someone feels for me and holds me to help me get through these difficult days. I appreciate your feelings and words, my dear. You are wonderful.π·π
@Saly9italy I wish that for you too π it always seems like noone understands until they go through it themselvesπ but I got you π I hope others reach out to you here aswellπ
@Tinywhisper11
Ψ£ΩΨ§hope π£π
@Saly9italy hii sweetie π just wanted to check in on you π how is your day going? Hugs you tightly πΒ
@Tinywhisper11
How beautiful you are and how tender your soul is. I am grateful for your feelings towards me. ππ·β€π
Sometimes words carry energy from souls we do not know, far from us, but they are transmitted in an instant, healing wounds. I feel as if I will find hands reaching out to me here on this site. I feel some comfort here.
@Saly9italy I'm glad you found comfort here π this site has been a life line for me π hope your doing ok, please do something nice for yourself today π and remember I'm right here if you need anything π
@Tinywhisper11
I will write you a poem, I hope you like it...
Tiny....π·
You are a rose whose scent is pure.
You are a rose that appeared in late spring.
Your letters carry honesty and beauty.
You do a lot with this.
Every word is a doctor.
Every feeling is a medicine...
The earth needs a soul like you.
To heal the wounds of wars...
Remain this way, no matter how many years pass.
Like an angel on earth, spreading love in the form of letters. β€ππ·
@Saly9italy π awww that made me cry happy tears π thank you so much your very sweetππ so your a poetπ poetry is a great way to express yourself, lots of people share their poems here in the forums maybe you could to π I always write a letter or poem around this time of year ready for the loved one I lost, his birthday isn't till the end of July, but I'm his birthday I attach the letter/poem to a balloon and let it float up to heaven ππ
@Tinywhisper11
Really?? Did you like my words?
Sometimes I write poetry when I find that someone needs me to make the words more beautiful for them, and they come automatically. I don't know how this happens...
I will do that and write a poem. Thank you.ππ·π
@Saly9italy yes your poem was beautiful π you have a real talent there, can't wait to read your poem π
@Tinywhisper11
Grazie = thank you π₯°π·
