bestfriend taking her life
i still miss my friend till this day. january 28th of this year i lost my bestfriend, my little sister, my everything, my maid of honor, and the only thing that made me happy. ever since then, i’ve been crying and wondering what to do with myself or where i was gong to go. i’ve been fighting with deep depression and struggling ever since. my mental health has gotten worse ever since. i’ve lost friends one by one since, i’ve gaven up, im still wondering what to even do with myself knowing she’s not here anymore w me. she’s the little sister i never had. ive always dreamed of someone like her but now my bestfriends in heaven with God. she was taken way to soon and will forever be missed. i’m just completely lost. i’m so done with it all. i js want her back and i can’t accept it anymore
@easySpring4044
Oh, I'm sorry. Losing someone this way is rough. I relate to all your feelings. You're doing OK. Its OK to feel lost. It's a huge shock that's going to take some time to pass. Its OK to be useless for a while. Of course you want her back. I was told that grief is love with no where to go. I'm glad she had someone who loved her this much. There's nothing I can say that will help your pain. I wish I could. No one should have to go thru this. But you are not alone. Happy to listen, anytime you want to share.
Respects and condolences,
First and foremost breathe a sigh because she is in a better place. Just waiting for you. You are a wonderful person and you need to remember that your best friend is still with you at all times. Idk if you’ve a bucket list but if you do, now you have an extra reason to not give up and to keep going. I lost my daughter and her mother 2 years ago yesterday and I’m so angry and want to give up. Multiple times today have thought about just leaving but I didn’t. I want to see the world, visit and travel to exotic destinations. I now want to go because I want to be able to make the memories not just for myself but for them as well. You are stronger than you think. You are human and you are feeling and you are allowed to feel. Express yourself, scream, yell, kick pillows, whatever it takes. Just make sure you are breathing and allowing yourself room to be sad, be angry, be happy. Keep your head up ❤️
