next month being 6 months seen my dad pass away
being hardest 6 months of my life I cry everyday feel like dream like he still coming back feel like he on trip coming back to us remember last time saw my dad alive and last time we text each other and seen him mower yard two days before he died and week before he died he get out of his truck he said these last time walking these steps did not take it serious look back he was tell me he died and good bye and wish my mom told how bad he was and feel like did not get time with him i need it I hope my dad know that i love him and miss him every day and I hope he know I never stop grief over him and had best 40 years of my life with my dad
@countrygirl9988
I'm so sorry for your loss. Six months is a very short time to heal such a big wound. It's okay to cry every day and to miss him terribly.
Your dad sounds like a wonderful man. Those memories you hold of him mowing the yard and saying goodbye on the steps are precious. No doubt in my mind that he knew how much you loved him, I hope you find plenty of solace here and help along your healing journey!
@Heather225 thanks I love my dad so much been 6 month on 13th still cry every day for my dad he was great dad to me and brother he amazed grandpa to my niece and nephew he will always be in my heart 4ever had 40 of best years of my life with my dad cry see videos of him talking or watch funeral video make me so sad or look photos of my dad wish he was here but he was so pain last few weeks of his life so grateful that got see my dad before died got see him mower the yard he was so happy or week before died he told me these last time he be walking these steps i know that mean tell me goodbye and cherish every memories had with dad and he was good man to his family
He knows. He knows. He wants to see you do well in life, remember that. I lost my mom a few months ago so I resonate a lot with how you’re feeling. Friends help.
@kindApple9059 thanks I know my dad want me do good life just so numb so depression last 6 months i don't how cope with loss of my dad and just want him back in my life and would trade everything have my dad back but know not going to happen and never being same again and never being same person again because loss main person in are family and rock in are family and like piece is miss in are family never get back again and hard to going to grave every week because never coming back again
I feel the exact same way. My momma was the center of our household too. Cherish the time you were given with your dad. It could have always been less time. Think about the lessons he taught you, and carry him with you in your heart always. One thing i think about, is that it is natural for our parents to pass, and it is better that way than a parent outliving their own children. ❤️
@countrygirl9988 I am very sorry for your loss, I truly am. I am sure wherever your dad is, he is looking down and smiling and saying "There goes my beautiful daughter, and what an amazing person she turned out to be."
@calmMango9611 thanks my dad would say that he proud me and happy have good person who love me that my man being there for me ever seen my dad died and my dad would say girl I am in a better place with my dad and heaven take care of the family live happy life
@countrygirl9988 Your very welcomed, my friend.