I Hate Sleep
I am thirteen years old and want to die. I hate sleeping so much. Okay let's start form the start. I had all this stuff happen to me, and started getting angry and depressed and nervous all the time. Self harming started a few months and I have started getting paranoid. There is someone behind me all the time, and I have to look behind me. It's terrifying. At night it's worse, I feel like there are creatures lurking in the dark waiting to get me. Please help, I hate sleep, what am I supposed to do??
You need to get to the bottom of it, what's causing these feelings? Is their a particular thing in life stressing you out or making you feel uneasy? The first thing you need to do is identify the cause.
I had to move to a different place to start high school, I have no friends to talk to. There is a lot of stuff going on with my family. I just don't know how to get better.
@mutethevoice7196 - it certainly sounds like you have a lot going on right now, with family stress and the anxiety of switching schools. Have you been able to talk to anyone about what's going on and how you're feeling about all of it? Maybe someone in your family, a counselor at the school, or someone else? I think starting to deal with the stresses in your life and processing all of the change might really help with the sleep side of it, too.
Take care
