One thing I feel positive about right now is.....

My health to get better and tommorow is another day, a new start for everybody for warm weather to soon come and summer. So I am dedicating the song "Here comes the sun" by: The Beatles to you all.

That I get to spend the week with my best friend

I have one more month till getting my job through job agency I'm so happy my brother still scolds me but not as much as before gahh 2017 been really rough for me living with my brothers and knowing my brother trying to be another dad I really hate my brother isn't in charge not gonna be charge over me I'm 23 I'm adult I can take care of myself of course people make mistakes but that's how we learn I hate that my brother is giving credit like " he lost someone he's angry and taking it all on you" like excuse me but I lost a dad too I'm not putting my anger on everyone else I'm just more likely taking care of myself standing up for myself what I believe in I really hate when people tell me those things that was my dad too doesn't seem very fair it's like my feelings don't matter or my illnesses doesn't matter to those people who say such things like that but I know better to cut them off but 2018 it's gonna be good year for me though without toxicity and negativity I'm excited for it its gonna be huge relief

I spent a day having fun and not worrying about my issues

One thing I am Positive about is that I will never do Therap again. Ever never

I have orientation for my new college tomorrow and I

Absolutely nothing.

if i had to pick something id say that with every new day that is essentially the same day as before I am inevitably getting closer to death. Hopefully by age 40.

I TRY NOT LOST IN ILUSIONS AND TRUST MYSELF

I will do my exams well

Staying clean last night even when others were smoking around me.