A Space For The Unsaid (Personal Diary)
Uh hello if anyone is reading this! 😀
I have no idea why I'm even creating this thread but i just feel it will be nice to have a place to share some thoughts or even these images on the internet that i always keep saving for myself because i relate too much but cannot share it with anyone because yes haha
I'm okay with replies here so feel free to drop by anytime ❤️
Just please be kind and respectful if your replying to my posts.
@Optimisticempath
🥛🧸💕 How's you, Milky? 🥛⍝ʕ´•ᴥ•`ʔ⍝💕
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Rainbow bear 🌈 🧸 saw Milky 🥛🧸💕 in another thread, yayyie!! 🥛⍝ʕ>ᴥ<ʔ⍝💕
🥺🥺🥺🥺 hugs @mytwistedsoul @victorialove7 @bluedarkaurora im sorry for being missing idk what to even say … nothing new you know? same old struggling 😖 i miss you all so much and vvv grateful you still care about me despite me being missing at times tbh it’s you guys who even keep me coming here I’d be hidden forever otherwise lmao🥲
me luvs you so much 💕💕🥺🥺
not doing ok 😔 but existing … still
how have you been?? sends big big huggiee💕💕💕💕💕
@Optimisticempath We care about you a lot and will always do<3 Cause you deserve it, you're a sweet little flower, so so beautiful and kind<3 I'm sorry that you're going through some tough time, but it'll be alright okay<3 We're all here with you, holding your hand<3 Do you want to talk about it? We're here for you.
@BlueDarkAurora 🥺🥺 words poofed sorry 😭😭 me luvs you so much thank you for being kind to me always 💕💕
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*huggss Milky 🥛🧸💕 vvv tighttt 🌈🧸🤗💕 until you feel better 🥺💕*
@Optimisticempath Hey you *hugs you extra tight* ❤️❤️ Dearest OptiBear there is absolutely nothing for you to be sorry about ok? We all care about you so much because you're such a sweet and wonderful Bear. We're here for you not just during the good times but the bad times as well. We love you a little more fiercely on the bad days and hug you a little tighter. No matter what your mean brain is telling you we are grateful that you're here ❤️ sending you lots of love!
literally how to not hate yourself when you have all the reasons to??????!!!!! Urgh
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Milky 🧸🥛💕🥺💕🌈🧸 me browsed the internet and found 100 reasons to love chuself 🥺🤗💕🧸🥛💕
@VictoriaLove7 you are so cute rainbow bear 🥺🥺🥺🥺 hugs you tight
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*🌈🧸 hugss Milky 🧸🥛💕 back tighttt*🥺🤗💕
Can cups stop minimising posts 😤😤😤😤
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Me likey the emoji '😤' (◍•ᴗ•◍)
But yes, me also hope Cups not minimizing posts (◔_◔) , so we won't miss reading them
random question but how to find forum posts here? 😭 i used to know but idk forgot or just can’t see where to search … i uh saw a friends profile gone missing and i want to look for their thread … like a diary thread and see if they updated anything there … does anyone know please 🥹
@Optimisticempath
Milky 🥛🧸, chu can click forum menu on top of the browser and once you are in the forum page, scroll down until you find search forum toolbar with a magnifying 🔎 glass. Type the title of the thread that you want to look for 🥛⍝ʕ •ᴥ• ʔ⍝💕
@VictoriaLove7 found it thank uuuu rainbow bear your the best best💕💕💕💕
@Optimisticempath Create good methods with God involved.
@affectionateShade7072 good methods regarding? I didn’t really understand what you said… can you rephrase or share more context??
why did we stop talking to listeners? exactly…. We got that reminder today as well….
been down in the dumps … further down than usual…. mustered whatever little I had in me to reach out to someone….. got disappointed… again… is it surprising? not at all… is it sad? very much!!!
i see some people complaining about some listeners being dismissive and even tho ive had those too… im always telling people to not give up as there’s some nice people also and to keep trying… but then when it happens over and over…. it’s so hard to defend people over nothing….
no chat accepted via Noni… I also forgot how to chat with listeners… but figured to join the general queue… got connected with one and guess what?? ghosttttieeee spotted… literally just said hi and then nothing for 15 minutes? I was so sad then I didn’t notice time and wrote a few lines … no message for more than 30 minutes… I followed up… because they had the green mark… and after all that they could only say that listeners cannot guide via text, I shouldn’t give up… things will be better day by day… I asked them how? they said they cannot tell … like obviously you cannot smh so stop saying things you don’t even know 😭😭😭 told me reach out to friends irl… told them I have no one… asked me “why”??? like bruhhhhhhhh if I knew or if I had… I wud probably be talking with them irl and not here????????🥲🥲🥲🥲
before talking to them I was sad and heartbroken and panicking and overwhelmed and breaking apart…. after talking to them… I’m questioning everything 10x more and with rageeee…. confusion and anger…. when I couldn’t take it anymore I just thanked them for their time … and they they legit said “sorry I wasn’t of help to you in your pov but think what I said… you need to know what to do yourself to solve the problems… no one can tell you..” —- um ok?????!!! you didn’t even care to ask me one question about how I was feeling and what made me feel so… no validation… 0 empathy and absolutely no sense of comfort or kindness in your tone or language… and you had the audacity to add “in your pov”??! 😭😭😭😭😭 ofc you weren’t helpful… or maybe you were lmao …. now I’m less panicky and more angry… and further down from where I started… wooohoo you helped!!!
remind me to suck my feelings up again because ain’t no one caresssss anyway … 🙂
@Optimisticempath I'm sorry that happened 😞 Maybe they shouldn't be a listener if that's all they can say. Sometimes it's nice to just have someone get a little upset on our behalf. Some empathy and validation can go a long way to make someone feel a bit better. Some people don't seem to realize that they don't need to say a lot but say something. Silence hurts just as much
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rainbow bear 🌈🧸 cares Milky 🥛🧸🥺 *hugss Milky 🥛🧸💕 tighttt 🥺🤗💕🌈🧸*