Confession
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I sometimes resent my family for keeping me alive.
I wronged the person I loved the most. When things recent got tough between us, I failed to rise to the occasion as I have done before. And while I never touched someone else, I was unfaithful nonetheless. To let you know would be to cause you unbearable pain, so I will hide it as best I can and trudge forward on the long path on how to make amends and deal with this guilt.
I confess I want to have sex right now. Not because I want to feel anything romantic because I don't want to feel the pain I'm feeling. I just want to feel ecstasy. I just want to feel pleasure. I just want be lost over and over. I want to be f***ed well so I don't have to experience life right now.
I feel like just ending my life because im nothing but a worthless piece of shit, like my dad tells me.... im also just a mistake to ever enter this life. I ruined my dads life which all i wanted was to be part of his life.... I just feel so worthless and just a piece of shit
Stay strong, Kenalynn. You're not worthless, you are wonderful. Whatever you're going through right now, it can be fixed with time.
I used to feel the same way, I thought that I had no reasons to live. Now that time has passed, I want to live more than anything.
You'll be happy in the future. 
I'm fighting not to go back into that dark part of my mind where nothing matters but my end.
I'm trying to remain positive and look at the brighter side of my life but it's becoming hard
I want to do and be better...it's just really hard
And that's all we can do, try and keep trying. Don't quit, suffer now and live the rest of your life as a survivor - as a champion. How many people can truly say they've survived? You're an absolute inspiration - don't ever see yourself as anything less than amazing. What good is a story if it has no complication? Life is your story, you are the author and this is the time you could have ended a sentence; but chose not to
@MidniteAngel
Too bad this is over. Imho, Every day of the year should celebrate the victories, mourn the losses and or relevate in the 'culture' of some malady. mental and physical alike.
My brother is in hospital his right hand and right leg are injured i wanted to cry at his pain and tell him that everything will be ok and wanted to wish him the best but nothing came out of my mouth i was not able to speak it was hard for me to breathe i feel so low right now i am trying to support my parents but i know mentally they are also suffering with my brother i wish i could make everyone happy and normal the way we were yesterday. Brother i am luckiest sister to have a brother like you please get well soon
I am so sorry you and your family are going through this. Remember that sometimes you don't have to say anything to show love, support, and caring. Please be kind to yourself during this hard time.
I want to make them proud... The only thing I've ever wanted was for them to look at me and tell me that they are proud to have a daughter like me.
The thing with parents is they will always love you no matter what - some don't feel the need to remind how much they love you because you should already know their love is endless. And even if you don't believe they are proud of you - everyone here most definetely is.
Thank you for your kind words 💋
I'm bisexual and proud. Only my closest friends and my one sister knows. I don't want to tell my parents
My sister is dating a girl and is keeping it from my parents. I'm proud of her. Don't feel the need to be pressured into telling anyone if your not ready. It's really hard to understand because not everyone is in the same situation so do what feels right!!
My close friend is depressed and wants to die and I tell her not to do it but then why can't I listen to my self
Isn't it ironic that our greatest advice is the ones we choose to ignore? The moment you're ready to quit is usually the moment right before miracles happen. Stay strong, don't give up yet - you've suffered for so long, you've fought for all this time, don't let it all be for nothing.
I know how that feels... I don't the same thing with my best friend i try and help her as best I can It helps her quit often she tells me so I guess i do help her I just choose not to listen to what I'm telling her I guess it's just @ thing some people go through
I do* not I don't
That's very true, we often want the best for others but can't bring ourselves to do the same. Even us listeners do the same. I think the hardest thing you can do in life is to love yourself - love yourself enough to trust yourself, believe in yourself and accept yourself. Understand that you are just as deserving of help as your friend, don't ever hesitate to ask for it.
It's always easier to give advice than to follow it. Sometimes you have to stay strong for others so they stay strong for you
I have been picturing myself hanging from a tree. The silence is comforting.
Crazy
Stay strong, life is worth every moment - the good the bad and the amazing. Death can't provide you with anything - it's not a solution, it's destruction. And it will never end the suffering, it merely places it on others. You're a beautiful soul, and your life is priceless, when ever you feel down don't hesitate to tell someone.
I have told people. In fact, I told the person that I'm supposed to be able to tell such things to, my wife. She responded with, "I don't care if you're sad." Yet, she threatens me with her suicide should I decide to leave her. How does one deal with this?
