Confession
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I sometimes resent my family for keeping me alive.
I was very close to ending someone's life. Went to the part where I planned everything out.
Sometimes when we're under a lot of pressure, our mind tends to wander to dark places - I suggest you talk things out with someone before you hurt yourself or anyone else.
Trust me I have talked it out, it barely helped. However, I was able to find the light that would lead me out of the dark cave I was trapped in. I've moved on, though, I do get dark thoughts here and there.
I've been online looking for a filler because I miss you. I shouldn't and I know it's wrong but I don't know if I can stop right now
I just with they didn't exist.
I fear loosing my bf more than anything... hes getting mkre suicudal and it scares me that is ganna come soon i feel so helpless and broken hes the only one i want hes my everything i cant lose.him
i do things with guys online, i love the attention i get but i hate showing them my body
I'm fighting urges to do things with guys I don't know. I want to feel you right now but I can't and I'm scared I won't have you again. I'm seeking comfort for something I haven't lost yet. Circumstances are forcing me to hold back tonight but tomorrow I'm afraid I'll break
I confess that i have wasted alot if time and now i am going to study abd write all my exams
People are under the misconception that I am completely desensitized to death. I am not. Every so often I see something that disturbs me, hits close to home, or triggers me. One of the reasons I work with death is because it brings me as close to the edge as possible, without actually jumping. That does not mean I am desensitized, or apathetic. Far from it...
I can't stand my own family in my own house, can't wait to escape back to university again where I can be free and be with my friends in stead of just stuck doing absolutely nothing but moping and hating everything.
I don't know if this is the right place, but it IS a confession, so...
Some days ago I had this dream and it was "strange", I mean that I never dreamed anything like that. And I feel a little ashamed to talk about it with my friends.
Basically, (first of all I am a cis woman) I dreamed I was having sex with a woman. At first I was a woman too but when we actually were having sex I turned into a man. I really felt it like I was a man, penis and everything, and this kind of surprised me.
(sorry again if this is not the right forum...)
