Feeling Angry or Grumpy? Share your frustrations!! Let it out!

I had an awful row in compassion corner with two members yesterday one who used to be a really good friend of mine but sadly we've fallen out and can't seem to make it up. The other a troll who has many different accounts, the argument was really upsetting and ended with both of them telling me to kill myself. I was really shaken and upset by this. But it's something I just have to move on from.

@Laura

I imagine fatally harming them.

Then I'll finally get my peace.

But I guess the law doesn't allow that

So more self harm it seems.

feeling lonely

sm1 hurts

well someone told i had a blade and i broke down and cried for so long and i will take this as a way to start over with not cutting

I work hard to get better. I give it my all. I'm sorry that my anxiety sets me back and makes everything harder but that's it, I do try to do my best. I put in extra hours and sleepless nights because I want to improve. Don't tell me you expected more from me. Don't. Not went you're doing such a horrible half assed job of things just to scrape by in this. Don't tell me what you think about my work, I don't need to know. I'm working way harder than you can even comprehend. So shut up. Just shut up. I want this way more badly than you do and I work for it. I work to be more capable when your brain doesn't even comprehend basic ideas that you so arrongantly brush off as mediocre. You're mediocre. Everything that comes out of your mouth is mediocre. Your jelousy because of your own incapability is what's mediocre. Don't brush me off, your ideas are garbage. Did you see what you made by yourself? You're in no position to say anything to anybody nor can you pass judgement when everything that comes from you is worthless

i don't understand why i can't seem to make any type of human connection that I like. I have people I hang out with to avoid looking like i'm a loner but i can never make an actual friend. i don't know how to get past that awkward phase with anyone. and when i do meet someone i like and would like to talk to and be friends with they never seem to like me or they always cut it off after some time. I feel like there's something wrong with me

Wen people misunderstood me inspite of my understanding nature

I've been really frustrated with my doctors lately. The medications I'm on aren't even usually used for my diagnoses. And when I go to them and complain that it isn't working, they just increase the dose. I don't think they actually care about me and my health. It's hard to trust their judgement, because I don't believe that they think I'm actually really ill. I don't think they believe that I'm struggling to just hang on.

I am angry because most people think that having Mental Illness means that I am stupid.
They treat me like a child or that I am as delicate as fine china.

I feel like I'm never enough. I don't have many skills but I've always been ok with people. Yet lately I feel like I've been failing even in that department. I try my best to make people happy and help them out but I just can't lately. No matter what I do, I fall short. My best is never enough. So I'm stuck in this mindset that I'm not enough and I don't know how to get out of it. People tell me to just change my attitude or point of view but I don't know how I can. It's just not that easy. I've struggle with low self esteem and self confidence my entire life. It's not something you can just immediately turn around.