Feeling Angry or Grumpy? Share your frustrations!! Let it out!

I saw someone I really love with his girlfriend and I know they're happy together and I don't want to corrupt their relationship-but it comsumes me from inside-And when I talk to my best friend or my sister about it I feel like no one likes me,I bother everyone... I feel like noone likes me and I'm just a waste of space... And it makes me angry-I want to be happy,I want to be useful,but everytime I try to do something I fail...

I'm full of rage right now & this will help me get it out.
My parents went through a divorce last October. I'm fine with that, because my dad is abusive & I don't want anything to do with him.
Life has been going well since then. But, my dad quit his job & he filed a motion about how he may have to terminate paying the alimony. My dad somehow got out of paying child support but my ma and I need that alimony to live on. We're already struggling as it is.
The judge filed a motion back and said that we have to go through a trial again. There's a restraining order against my father, he has no custody rights and no visitation rights. But this new trial, the judge may reverse that if he wants to do so.
My father destroyed my childhood and half of my teenage years. I'm going to be a senior in high school this fall. I want to graduate in peace. I'm just too tired to deal with my father and everything anymore. I want to be free.
I am outraged that this judge brought that back up. This has nothing to do with finances. My father has no right to be in my life. He revoked his right years ago when he told me he would hurt me when I was 5. I have been living my life in fear and I'm DONE.
I don't care what this judge does/says, there's no chance I will ever visit my father ever again.

I hate myself for the things that I've done, for being to weak to defend my family or being strong enough to stop the death of my friends and that I'm to weak to stay away from drugs...my confidence has been destroyed I feel beaten

I'm annoyed with myself for wasting so much time giving into addiction and poor choices and wasting so many parts of my life that were otherwise great.

When I recommended my friend a song.

One month later, she sends me the exact same song that I send her a month ago. Then tells me that this is a good song and I should listen to it because she found it just recently.

Nothing makes me angrier than people not reading the things I send them.

Hi,

I am quite upset at life, God, myself, and a lot of people who have been getting on my way or my nerves for the past decade.

To be entirely honest, I could never have thought my life would be as it is today just a couple of years ago.

Of course I ve had a pretty bad accident on my spine, but I knew for years my back problems were getting worse too quickly and I had to fix them or I would be in deep shit. But my (==) '%@ doctors always told me I should not think about it and just live my life.

In the end? I have two hernias, I can't sit or stand for more than half an hour and my whole life life is ruined.

I had a masters in environmental economics and law, spoke four languages, but I am jobless, can't travel or start a career, going in a bar two hours to meet a girl kills my back which makes me not in the mood at all to be charming, and even when I try it shows I am forcing it and nothing works.

I am 30 years old, I know how to do build a career, reinforced a personality, make friends from all countries or even make a relationship work and be fun.

But I am stuck at home, laying down almost all day long with no girlfriend, fewer friends than I ever had, no job, no career prospect, no activity... And no self respect.

I know Mandela sat in jail for 28 years before he could make it out and eventually make it to saving his country. But I am pissed off I can't even sit in my cell!

Damn that's a long story I am telling you guys, but I am not even halfway done. I could be thankful for more room

In case you ve read my previous post, I am also mad so many things get me mad I can't even hold it all in one post. If I was to consider the reason why I am writing this post, it would be a good opportunity to say it really pisses me off that I am so stuck that I need to go on the Internet spit my rage on the wall of anger (which is actually pretty cool, to have a wall of anger).

Anyway and in two words, pissed off to death. Oh, the only woman I ve ever loved is getting married. Guess that will help look at the world with a new clean eye.

Sincerely which you guys never to be stuck with handicap.

I know mine is in theory better cause I might be able to fix it. But I ve been working on it for almost a decade and it's still not that. Maybe if I talked with people who have a real / permanent handicap it would help me clarify where I am standing... Standing haha (rage again in the machine)

I guess I am pretty pissed off I can't get pissed off once and that it all comes out of me since there are so many things that give me a hard time that it fuels on relatively constantly.

Oh, I am also pissed off I am putting whoever is reading this through so much pissed off shit. Hope I am aloud slang or I ll be pissed off by myself next week when they ve kicked me out.

Sorry for poor English. I am not so sure I wanna re-read that. Good luck you all. Might the power of forgiveness be with us?

:/

I am angry because nothing works out for me no matter how hard I try

I am angry because I'm treated like I'm crazy for overthinking and being anxious....

I am angry because when I am upset and speak my mind, I am told I'm a bad person for feeling the way I do. It's unfair to judge someone for feeling hurt.