Feeling Angry or Grumpy? Share your frustrations!! Let it out!

I was just diagnosed bipolar 1 and it feels like nobody has a clue what it's like.

@laura, I am angry that my parents left me as a child. I cannot forgive them for it ever. Dad died, but mum is not being emotionally available anyway. Only if giving money would make someone a good parent

@Laura Feeling angry at myself for always wearing my heart outside of my chest. Time to pick up the broken pieces again

I feel grumpy cause am unable to spend more time in training myself for my planned marathon in Dec./Januray. This is causing a lot of frustration in my case. I don't want to discuss the factors here but they are unavoidable. The other issue that keeps nagging me in the sexual talk that seeps into chat, people forget that this is NOT a dating site and most of us are here because we have issues that need resolving. Why in the heavens don't people get this thing straight ?

I'm angry because my coworkers punish me for not being involved in their gossip and loud chit chats. I'm angry because they pick on me for not being a "team player" and call me arrogant. All i want to do is finish my tasks in peace and have quality conversations with those who can. I don't want to hear about your excessive shopping, your complaints about your work while i concentrate to finish my work. So i say nothing. And they always pick on me when the boss is not around, yesterday i told my boss about it and they denied it. Now my boss thinks i'm oversensitive and responsable for not fitting in.

I tried to show my brother some books I though could interest him while some of our friends were in the room and everybody started making fun of them, making sarcastic comments about their story. The books I read are very important to me, when people do that I feel stupid and start to doubt if they are really that good. I hate myself for that and feel like I can't trust in people.

@Laura I feel angry and resentful of old friends who are popular and seemed to enjoy the spoils while not noticing that people at the bottom hated themselves and were being mistreated. How can I trust someone who was part of a group who hurt me?

He cheated on me. After everything we went through. And after all the effort I put into keeping him. He cheated on me. He hurt me. And he doesn't care. He said so himself. He changed and he won't let anyone help. He comes to me for help and turns it into an argument. I'm not trying to hurt you, I'M TRYING TO HELP YOU. You wanted help, now let me help. You're not a lost cause, you just refuse to let people in. It breaks my heart. But fuck you for putting both of us in this situation. You're going to regret it. And I'll be all stitched up. You'll want me back. And I'll have a happy life.

Hate the whole messed up world