Modal0154: journal open to replies
Previously I was 'Polaris2088'.
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That one episode of Pokemon where Ash's Chimchar becomes a Monferno, does that fist combination and the lack of reaction from Paul?--me trying to impress my boss at work.
I hate how most often 'not caring' for the sake of self-confidence results or is coming from conformist cocky like ppl who take things for granted. I fear how most often 'not caring' for the sake of self-confidence results or is coming from conformist cocky like ppl who take things for granted.
I fear the labour of 'walking that tight rope', I fear the labour of taking up that risk of practising that while not falling into the criminally-common indifference as a component of depression or numbed empathy as w/members of this site.
Too 'excitable' to exercise again..will watch movie.
'..in one ear..and out the other..'
The fact that my mom is willing, while on outings w/my dad to buy Indian food 'in bulk' specifically from Brampton..
..when/considering how she works at my aunt's restaurant, she is occasionely open about how she would rather buy food from elsewhere instead of yet again be doing the processes of cooking and preparing albeit unpaid..
One of those 'why my parent prefers take-out to cooking' reasons, I can sympathize w/..
-class ended, dishes washed, area under table cleaned,..
..expecting an email reply eventually(?), sent a long meant for email out yesterday,..
..preparing for assertiveness on the 25th =_= (?)..
--two books..~an hour of a movie remaining,
...exercises to be look into and practised...dog..
woke up late and maybe ~5 hrs of daylight to go..
not about 'scheming for the long term' when it comes to job..doing your best is the only thing anyone can do that inevitability is apparently not predeterminism..
would rather not wonder on Youtube too much, online survey about class can be done and counselling appointment for the 4th thankfully made..
battery low on charge, WiFi still around..what can I do today?..
I am polite b/c being polite is one of the few things I have going for me. Self-pressure to not be foul-mouthed is b/c not being foul-mouthed is one of the few things I have going for me.
Me gustaria extender los blues.
I have to admit that before the job interview for my current job I had hopped up myself for days before on camomille tea to 'ground myself'..
Estara sobrio mi papa esta noche?..
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