Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
i feel like garbage.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧😟 why do you feel like that?
🥺 Nii 🌙🥧 is an awesome person 🫂
@VictoriaLove7
mmm… :')
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugs 🫂 Nii 🌙🥧😟 if okie*
@VictoriaLove7
hugs are okie 💜 *hugs rainbow bear* 🌈🧸
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugs Nii 🌙🥧🤗🌈🧸*
i think ill be thinking about this for a while.
@LoveMyMoonflowers You've been quiet
@mytwistedsoul
:') i have…? 😅 i didn’t notice much lol. 😭 thank you for the hugs though soul buddy 💜 sending hugs back 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers Maybe it was me that was quiet lol
@mytwistedsoul
Maybe it was the both of us. :P lol.
No it’s not bad 💜 I agree. And yeah it’s definitely hard to have words some days, it’s easier to say a few things or to say nothing at all. :') and that’s okay - we have those days. 💜
xD i’m glad 💜 penguin hugs are fun. :P how is soul buddy today? 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers Some days it's frustrating though - when we have things we want to say but you can't seem to pry the words out :/
@mytwistedsoul
Yeah definitely, it’s definitely really frustrating. Sometimes, idk, on here it might depend on who you’re talking to too. we might feel comfier around some people than around some others, idk. 💜 so we might feel comfier talking to a specific person/specific people. 💜 but yeah it’s really frustrating when we have so much to say, so much happening/going on - and it’s just hard to know where to begin or… just… what to say. it’s hard. the words just don’t come. :') it sucks :/
*big tight hugs for you* it’s okay not to know too. :') 💜 that’s super okay, it can be confusing. life is so overwhelming tbh. i’m glad you think you’re okay at the moment but i hope you know it’s okay not to be okay too :') 💜 *hugs* here for soul buddy.
headaches are the worst. i’m glad yours isn’t as bad as it was before 💜 i’m sending lots of healing vibes your way if okay 💜
eh… idk how i am lol. :') life is being lifey :/
@LoveMyMoonflowers I'm going to have to remember that - life being lifey :D Some days it is harder than others thats for sure
I definitely agree! It does depend on who we're talking to. Sometimes people feel dismissive or like they're reading a script :( Especially when their first sentence is - it sounds like - um well yeah that's what it sounds like - that's what I just said lol - I don't mean to sound ungrateful because I do genuinely appreciate the time people give me. It's probably my attitude and state of mind at the time. Or you can feel your batteries being drained. Before you know it you're running on empty and the situation isn't any better for them
Do you have trouble with headaches too? Aww thank you for the healing vibes. I'm sending some good vibes back and hugs of course 💙
@mytwistedsoul
Yeah lol ik it’s a silly word but that’s how I describe it xD yeah definitely some days are harder, some days are worse than others. life can be cruel and crazy. :')
yeah i definitely agree with what you’ve written here :') it’s so true how they say it sounds like a lot lol, at the beginning of (almost?) every sentence. hehe.
no i don’t really have headaches often. it depends. but i have colds often. :') mmm… my immune system isn’t the greatest thing in the world. :') i recover for a bit and then get sick again so it’s like the physically-okay days run into the physically-not-okay ones - it gets blurry so i really don’t pay attention to when i’m sick and when i’m not. i rarely tell people here i’m sick lol even though i usually am in some form.
thank you 💜 i appreciate you soul buddy. lots of love to you 🥺💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers It can be cruel unfortunately 😞
@Enchanted2024
Swift friend has been in my thoughts 💜 I miss you buddy. I hope you’re safe. 💜 Love you and keeping you in my thoughts 💜
Ni. Don’t do anything stupid tonight. Fr this time.
Me: *doesn’t listen*
it’s 1:45 am. idk why that time looks good typed out.
it’s so insignificant but it’s so ✨ fascinating ✨
Smh that post got posted at 1:46. Welp.