Poison. ...

do you ever feel like poison to those around you?

i do.

maybe I still have feeling of more then friendship to my ex... maybe I dont.

he tells me he see me as more of a best friend. and we are still friends.

he is now together with one of my other friends. and I feel like I'm poison to their budding relationship...

the are both afraid to hurt me.and why I do appreciate it... I've told them both not to worry it

I'm not hurt caues they are both together... I'd be more hurt if I caues the break up before they truly find out if they are ment to be.

I hurt caues it took me 35 years to find someone in the first place (he has been my only boyfriend). . im hurt caues I'd like someone to hold me, kiss me, and make me forget my stupidity..

from stuff she tells me she has fallen for him. and yet she could walk away at anytine.

I don't want them to be hurt either

but I think I'm poison