Polaris 2088: open to replies
'New attitude', new journal*.
*I think I 'got a fell' for how I type and I would rather do this than close my account and do this among other things all over again b/c I felt compelled to seperate myself from my older journalling habits. A journal which I feel was 'getting crowded':
https://www.7cups.com/forum/GeneralSupport_28/DiaryEntriesConnections_1597/OpentoanyrepliesDiaryofPolaris2088_207980/1/
Do you ever feel like your 'living on borrrowed time' for beng coddled?. I do.
@Polaris2088
by living on borrowed time do you mean that you feel like time has been wasted or is being wasted or something about your future ? the phraise borrowed time means different things to different people being coddled can hold people back can limit a person its frustrating especially if the person who is coddling doesnt realize theyre doing it and yet it affects you
@jennysunrise8
In this..I think it's something btw 'wasted time' and 'I'm purposely stalling on the inevitable'..in reference to (i) how I would sooner wait to hear after ~2 yrs about access to government subsidized housing instead of take the drudgery laden risk of seeking out an apartment plus all it's expectant red-tape and confrontation w/my mom about moving out via that sort of initiative rather than wait for government subsidized housing outcomes. Wait indeterminately -__- ..
@Polaris2088
it can definately take a while to get into government housing some places take longer than others its a good idea to get on waiting list for several different places so it increases your chances of getting a place sooner but moving from what your used to is scary too alot of new things but the future is inevitable but you can do it when it does happen but yes lots to do with moving a lot of change
Busing...would rather find a remote and yet private place to scream and vent..friggin midnight approaches.
If you live a life based on the scrounging for talent more than love the problems of pride will be highlighted sooner than later..
will 'hit up'/continue on a certain video essay later. Excited to watch the rest of it but sleep is important.
Speaking from experience it s--ks when you exercise each day but are too impatient or insecure to wait until near the end of it to get the assured 20 minutes of exercise.