What's Going On With Midnight Sun?
Hi
So I have been thinking of doing this for a while and now, here i am finallyyy.
*caution : what you are about to read might be abolutely stupid, total nonsense, contradicting, foolish, triggering (slim chance but yeah), having a loooooottt of typos, errors and may make you loose your mind too sooo i dont reallyy recommend you going forward with this*
feel free to say whatever is in your mind too. Any thoughts, opinions, views are welcome.
i just want to voice whats going inside at the same time not borther anyone.
i did rather pretend to be okay and doing fine (which i do, most of the time) than bother anyone.
i want to thank Glen (for creating 7cups) all the leaders, listener, members for the enormous support they give, for being here, thank you so much
Living in a blessed surrounding, it's so easy to blame others for their sins. Only if you lived in their surrounding you will know how it wasn't really a choice. Or was it?
#notenough
Are we all using each other?
Sometimes I wish I could stop everything for a second and get better and then resume the world. Sometimes I wish I could just run away to a happy, carefree place, get better and come back. Sometimes I wish I didn't need to sleep soo much. Sometimes I wish my dad was here so it doesn't feel like I am incomplete. Sometimes i wish I can travel to somewhere half way across the globe so I don't have to get hurt by my family. Sometimes I wish that I would be normal and be like every one else cuz it sucks to be different.
Why does pain exist?
Why are we different?
Why is happiness temporary?
Why does love exhaust after sometime?
@midnightSun555- THese are very thought provoking questions. Essentially the core of life's journey. So many people never seek the answers to your inquiries- leading a shallow life. Peace to you in your search for meaning, love and contentment.
@barncat
Thank you.
I really appreciate this.
I want to dedicate this song for my ex-bff
You know I want you
It's not a secret I try to hide
I know you want me
So don't keep sayin' our hands are tied
You claim it's not in the cards
And fate is pullin' you miles away
And out of reach from me
But you're here in my heart
So who can stop me if I decide
That you're my destiny?
What if we rewrite the stars?
Say you were made to be mine
Nothing could keep us apart
You'd be the one I was meant to find
It's up to you, and it's up to me
No one can say what we get to be
So why don't we rewrite the stars?
Maybe the world could be ours
Tonight
You think it's easy
You think I don't wanna run to you
But there are mountains
And there are doors that we can't walk through
I know you're wondering why because we're able to be
Just you and me within these walls
But when we go outside, you're gonna wake up and see
That it was hopeless after all
No one can rewrite the stars
How can you say you'll be mine?
Everything keeps us apart
And I'm not the one you were meant to find
It's not up to you
It's not up to me
When everyone tells us what we can be
How can we rewrite the stars?
Say that the world can be ours
Tonight
All I want is to fly with you
All I want is to fall with you
So just give me all of you
It feels impossible
It's not impossible
Is it impossible?
Say that it's possible
How do we rewrite the stars?
Say you were made to be mine?
Nothing can keep us apart
'Cause you are the one I was meant to find
It's up to you
And it's up to me
No one can say what we get to be
And why don't we rewrite the stars?
Changing the world to be ours
You know I want you
It's not a secret I try to hide
But I can't have you
We're bound to break and my hands are tied
XxX
This song is about who we were, except you were too selfish. Sooooo damnnnn selfish that you ruined my life.
Later on I went to hate you for not leaving me alone and hurt me over and over again.
However now I realise, I have been wrong for blaming you guys for all the bad things. It wasn't you guys, it was me who was so blindly in love with you that I went along with everything as long as I had you by my side.
