in the wonders of my mind💗.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✨one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999✨🌷can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :P🤍im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitching🤫I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>😛🩷
wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙
to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.🩷 I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectful🩷.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)
but at the same time I can’t feel it. there’s still that feeling of a clock ticking in my head and everything’s sort of a blur. eyesights getting worse.
I just realized how early it was.-
everything’s so slow.
I’m so tired..
but I’d be psychotic to try and sleep. our timetables so bad today..-
I miss my friends.
I don’t have friends.
i miss my ex friends*
they were so toxic but knew how to make me feel there. like a normal person. that could possibly fit in and not be an outcast her whole life.
I swear it hurts. it hurts so bad. why does no one get it people don’t get it and I don’t get people it’s so unfair I’m sorry.
I get it okay. I get it- everyone struggles at some point we all struggle I get it. which without thinking clearly means no one’s existence is valid unless they’re popular look 30 at 13 put themselves on display vape and skip literally all classes and never show a single emotion other than the stereotypical personality because emotions are just a joke no?
It’s. funny.